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March 8th, 2009
04:59 pm - Man o Man
Wow so I think its been a couple years since I've posted! Way long time, but right now I'm not that focused on HW because I have too much on my mind right now so I thought I would shock the world and post something. There has been so much that has happened that I wont even put anyone hearing that novel:)
I cant stop thinking about the future of everyone and myself. I went out this weekend and had a great time! I saw my shelton friends and I had my roomies and other friends and it was just so much fun and today I realized that everyone that I went out with is leaving this next year. My shelton group is leaving me to go their own ways and my roomies are leaving too. Its so weird to think about. I've been so comfortable with everyone just around and I don't really think that I've ever taken the time to just think that everything is going to be so different. I'm not graduating this year when I was supposed to be and that makes me very sad. I've always had this plan set for myself and its not going the way I want it too. I've just never thought this would happen when I started this four years ago. I thought that I would be heading to med school next year and starting my career and graduating with all my friends and instead I'm still going to be here and have no idea if I could even make it to med school right now. I think I could make it but I'm so used to denial that I don't know if it would ever happen. Its just so weird for me to comprehend. Tim and I went out to dinner a couple weeks ago and we were discussing how he is going to Portland and how he is so excited and I think its so cool that he's going but its still really weird to think about. I talk to Christina and she is going to be student teaching and that is just so great but she's leaving too. I don't think anyone really thinks about the end of all this when you start college. I was so excited about college and a new life that I never really thought what it would be like when everyone finally gets to that point of moving on with their lives. I knew it was going to happen but you never let it sink in. I don't know I think I'm just rambling but all these thoughts just keep popping up in my head that its hard to push them out right now. O well I guess I'm going to have to live with change and I know that all the people in my life that are leaving this year are people that I love and will always be friends with. Ok now I think I'm going to attempt this hw thing so I can finally get out of here one day:)
Current Mood:  thoughtful
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July 12th, 2007
11:37 am - HI ALL
HELLO HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! Ok so it has been forever and ever and ever since I last updated but I have a reason for all this and that is because I am busy busy busy and haven't had internet at my NEW APARTMENT!! Thats right I am living here in a new apartment and I love it so much. It is my own place and its so nice to be away from the stupid dorms! I finally got internet and I am using a wireless connection but for some reason my computer doesn't like it and will keep cutting out but right now its working so I'm not complaining.
I also HAVE A JOB!!! Even though my hours suck I go from 1:30-10:00 and on monday- thursday I have class so I have to run to work right after class. But luckly I have tuesdays and wednesdays off so I'm only late two days of the week. I really no longer have a social life because my days off are so weird and my hours are late. But I'm making a lot of money so I am really enjoying things.
I saw Harry Potter at the midnight showing and it was ok I guess. I never liked the 5th book so I wasn't expecting so much but the movie was ok. The first part of the movie was really boring in my opinion but the last half was good.
I'm so much happier then I have been so yay me!! Well I actually have to get going because I have to go to class so I will update more later.
Current Mood:  happy
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May 19th, 2007
02:06 pm - Hello All
Ok, so yeah it's been a long time since I've last posted and yes Jen I'm horrible about posting new updates, but hey I try,lol. Well here is what is going on with me. It's almost summer and my grades are doing horrible but I'm going to try and raise it up but yeah I don't know how much hope there is in that one. But on a good note, I got a job for this summer, YAY I'm going to be making money and thats very very exciting!! And to add onto that I got an apartment!! I'm going to be living in a two story two bedroom apartment at Brooklane!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited! Samm and I move in on the 4th of June and I will be staying here this summer and working and being really warm and just having fun! I'm so much more happier then I was in my last couple posts. I'm still really pissed about my grades but I can work on that one. Otherwise things are going really well. Even when I signed up for classes it went better then usual, I didn't stress about it and figured out what I wanted to take the day before and got all the classes I want! I was shocked how well that went, but I'm now considered a Junior so yeah that could be it. But here are my classes as of next year:
9-9:50, M,W,F Organic Chemistry
10-10:50 M-Th Cell Biology
11-11:50 M-F Religious Studies
1-3:50 T,TH Organic Chemistry Lab
1-3:50 W Cell Biology Lab
Its going to be a fun quarter!! Lol well that's about it so I will talk to you all laterz!!
Current Mood: chipper
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April 21st, 2007
07:36 pm - Better
Well life has been better since my last entry. I've moved on and at this point I'm really not talking to Brian anymore. There has been a lot more stuff thats been happened and I finally figured out that I just need to stay away. I feel happier now that a lot of the drama is out of my life. I still however know I lost a very good friend but he's not making an effort so I'm not going to either.
In other news, I went to WASU last night and came back this morning, Tim and I went. We went and saw Liz and Brita. It was really fun getting to see them, we stayed in Liz's room last night and I slept on the floor so my back is kinda sore but hey it was worth getting to leave Ellensburg for a little while. Not a whole lot of things are really going on. Classes are starting to get a little stressful but nothing thats going to kill me and I know that if I work harder I will be fine. In fact that is what I'm going to do now. I'm going to go do homework. Hope everyone is doing good and I will talk to you all laterz.
Current Mood:  calm
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April 4th, 2007
06:22 pm - Life sucks
Ok so I've realized that it has been forever since I've posted so I thought I would and tell you all how screwy my life has become. I started failing my classes this last quarter because I couldn't sleep and all this other drama thats been going on in my life. Well luckly I got out of last quarter with not to much of a scratch. I did get a bad grade in one of my classes but you know what I really don't want to talk about that. Last quarter was just really bad, I had my roommate leave, my aunt die, I couldn't sleep and I was failing classes all at ONE TIME!!! So as you can see I'm not doing so hott. Well I got out of the quarter and started this new quarter and it has gone pretty good. I recently started sleeping again and my life was kinda getting back on track. Well then this last weekend happened.
As most of you know, I have been still really good friends with my ex Brian since we broke up. He has been a great friend and has helped through a lot of shit. Well this girl came into our lives, and I like her a lot, she is really nice and we all have a good time hanging out together. Well on Saturday my roommate, a couple girls from dance and I went to a showcase at Tahoma Highschool and on the way we got in a car accident. Luckly no one was hurt, my roommate was driving and didn't stop in time and rear ended a car. Her car got smashed in in the front and the other car had a scratch. Everyone was fine and we got it all figured out. Well we got Brian to come and pick us up because she had to take her car to the shop. Well he came with this new girl and we all drove back to Central and everything was fine. Well that night he decided that he liked her and I admit I have been taking it harder then I should. I have been depressed and not eating and not sleeping for the last couple of days. I come to find out that he asked her to be his girlfriend the other night and I just found out. And the thing is that I feel so hurt because he didn't talk to me and tell me what is going on. We are supposedly such good friends and he hasn't talked to me since Sunday night. I feel like I lost one of my bestfriends because he found something brand new. I'm so hurt and so lost right now I don't know what to do anymore. I'm confused also because I am over Brian and I don't want him back but it hurts because it feels like he threw me out like yesterdays trash and he has a brand new toy that he gets to play with. It's just been a bad week so far and really its not getting any better. Well thats all I really have to say. I hope everyone is having a better couple of days then I am and I will talk to you all laterz.
Current Mood:  numb
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January 8th, 2007
12:38 am - Blah
Ok it's time for blah time. This is all that's happening with me, I'm back at school, which I'm so glad to be back. It was getting very stressful at my house and I couldn't really handle it anymore. So I'm back here and I started classes this last week. I like my teachers and that is really good because then I actually want to go to class. So this is my schedule
9am Chemistry
11am Math
1pm ASL
Very loose schedule I just dont like having an hour between each class. I loose my drive to go to class that way. Oh well.
In other news...............oh wait ha there is no other news. Well actually I did almost die on the pass with Samm my roomie. We were coming back from dropping off her boyfriend in Federal Way and had to come over the pass and they were about to have a huge storm and it had somewhat started when we were going over. It was scary because semi's were flying past us and spraying us and we were praying they didn't hit ice because then we could have died. Oh well we are fine now. Well that's about it, I'm heading to bed now. Talk to everyone laterz.
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December 13th, 2006
01:11 am - blah
Yay I passed all my classes!! I thought I was going to fail my chem classes and I was coming up with every way possible to get to next quarter because you cant move on to the next class with a D from the previous one but luckly I passed. I even got a C in sociology which I thought there was no hope there from when I took my final. So all is good there and I feel like a finally can breathe without trying to jab a pen in my eye. Thats about it. I hung out with Kate today and we went to the mall and I got to see where she works. Um my brother leaves on Tuesday and my mom is getting very sad at this time and thats about it. Nothing very interesting but hopefully it will get better. I hope everyone is doing well and I will talk to you all laterz.
Current Mood:  blah
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November 30th, 2006
11:46 am - Well
Well I'm now in a better mood then I was in my last entry. Not in much of a better mood because its finals time so I'm kinda in stressed out moment. I basically found out that I am going to get a C in all my classes except ASL because that is just easy. But if I get a good grade on all my tests this week and then my finals next week I can get maybe a B, but if I fail any of my tests my grade goes down to a D and I cant get a D its not good because I was told by the Pre-med advisor I am really going to need straight A's. It wont happen this quarter but may happen next quarter. oh and by the way I got that taken care of and my advisor made it sound like it was my fault that I didnt give him my student ID number in the beginning then there wouldnt be a problem, I kinda was a bitch and said well I sent it to you three other times so you got it plenty of times. I was very pissed off. Oh well I am taking 15 credits next quarter which consists of Math 130, Chem 182, and ASL 152. Not a very busy schedule but thats all I could fit in because all the classes got filled.
In other news I met with the Pre-med advisor and found out I'm a year behind in my science classes. The thing is that when I came last year to school they told me not to do chemistry because I didnt want to overwelm myself, well I found out that was the dumbest thing they could have told me because since I'm in chem now I have to do chem, physics, and biology all next year and by the way that is all in one quarter. I'm going to be non-stop busy coming this year. I have to take all those classes at once because I have to know that info for the MCats (which is the test like SATS only for Medschool) so I have to get all those classes in before the end of next school year because that is when I have to take the MCats, because it like takes a year for them to go through or something like that. So I'm going to be a busy busy busy girl.
Well I'm off to class but I will post later. Talk to you all laterz.
Current Mood:  stressed
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November 15th, 2006
10:40 am - I HATE SIGNING IN FOR CLASSES!!!
Ok so here's the deal life has been grand, and now for my rant. Today is the day that I sign up for classes and usually I get stressed out at this time as it is but I was like ok I'm going to be fine I'm no longer a freshmen so I'll get to sign up early. NOPE thats not the case, I am about two maybe three credits under so I'm still considered a freshmen so I have to get my advisor to lift my hold. I wrote him last week and he ever wrote me back and asked me some info so he could lift my hold, HE HAS YET TO DO IT!!!! I am supposed to sign up for classes about 30 min ago and they let me add the classes and everything and all the classes I wanted were there but when I went to submit it they said nope you still have a hold!!!! I cant believe this, and to add it all up his only office hours are at 10 and I have Chem and I cant skip chem today because I have a big test in two days. So I'm thinking that I'm going to have to leave class really quick and go to his office and yell at him and get my hold lifted and then my classes dont get done till 12 so I have to wait till then to sign up for my classes and that means that in that period my classes could fill up. I'M SO MAD RIGHT NOW!!!!! Well I'm off to Chem and to yell at my STUPID advisor, talk to you all laterz.
Current Mood:  angry
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September 26th, 2006
05:02 pm - sad
Well this officially has been the best weekend and the worst. First of all we went and saw wicked on Sunday and it was the best thing in the whole world. I loved it and i thought that I was going to be in this high all night but unfortunatly I get bitchy when I get tired. Well it was 1am and Brian and Samm did something that pissed me off and Samm didnt realize she was doing it but Brian did. I got mad and Brian came up to my room and we fought. Well we kinda resolved it and he left and then I went to bed. The next day I felt horrible and went in and said I was sorry and he was like ok its fine no biggie. Well I guess our fight kinda made him realize he didnt want to be with me anymore because the feelings werent there like they once were. He said he had really no feelings for me and he felt all we did was fight (which wasnt true). But it is official I am single and Brian and I are going to be friends once we get comfortable with one another. It sucks and I had a meltdown after it happened yesterday but today I'm doing better. Like my mother said I am her daughter and the granddaughter of Irene McClean and that just shows the strength that I have. I'm ok but I just wanted to let you all know what happened just in case you all heard it from someone else. Thats about all thats happening with little ol' me. Talk to you laterz.
Current Mood: sad
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